Needed a break from the torturous project for my class. I can’t believe this will be my last class at Fisher, very excited and nervous, because now I have to think of what is next. I have been looking to start with the distance learning for University of Cincinnati for HIM, but then again if I just moved to Ohio and lived there for a year I could pay a lot less for the program. The next two years at that school is going to run me another 20k, which tacked onto my 20K dollar student loan I currently have makes me nervous. That is a lot of money and this better pay off for me.

But I also need some time for me, that I can just live and go away on the weekends without coming home to exams and papers due. I have been having a lot of fun, I have rediscovered my life. Spending quality time with friends, catching up with old ones and just getting out there. Then when I am home alone I am perfectly content because at that point it is needed. I have started saying yes to almost any invite as I really want to form some worth while friendships in Worcester. Things are coming around. Have a holiday party tonight, two weekends in a row, starting to feel like a real person again. Who truly loves her life.

Last night went with Julie to see “Brothers” it is the best movie I have seen all year. True to life dialog, PTSD symptoms and reactions that seem real, the fact that the movie draws you in and captures your heart. If you have not seen it you really must see it.

Have a couple friends who are both coming home this week from Cali for the holidays so more catching up to do. Have some out of town company coming from Thu-Sun, so Crystal needs to be entertaining

The next few weeks are going to be busy but eventful.

17 more days till my 30th birthday… What to do……