I have been so tired lately that I have no energy for even a somewhat decent amount of words on the blog, unless of course it is full of negative thoughts. School seems to have me where I have not been for many years, mentally exhausted. We have 5 weeks for each class 3 hours a day 4 days a week. I am on class 60 hours within 5 weeks. Out of control. There is no way possible I have retained even 1/3 of what I have learned. Maybe all of a sudden one day it will make sense.

Been chillen on the weekends, I do not have alot of money so keeping it low key seems to be the way to go, sometimes I feel it would be easier not to be in school and just be working so I can have money again. No vacation for at least another year, sighhhhh. Our last real vacation was in May of 2006. Seems like ions ago.

Been studying and doing homework, while cleaning other peoples homes because it is really the only thing I can do better than most people, is clean. I know I am prehistoric and behind. But to me there is nothing shameful at being good at cleaning and organizing. Nor do I feel beneath anyone for the fact that they pay me to clean their home. I am good at what I do and people with one to many kids or hectic work days want to enjoy life and not clean. So that is where I jump in.

Just waiting for my ankle to get better and be able to head to the gym again, I have more than enough time too, but right now I am bruised, swollen and hurting. Damn sprains…at least I hope that is all it is.
Well I am off…….