Seems like all my entries as of late are quick, not thought out and trash. Yeah that is it. Trash.
I pledge to stop that.
Well I was going to write my review on “Pan’s Labyrinth” but Neil beat me to it and I feel like it is not an original thought when I also write a review. I will mention I have always had a love for foreign films, maybe it is the fact that you get to imagine the story line more, what I mean is that yeah the subtitles usually do the best job they can at translating what they are saying, but it is always rough. So you get to put yourself in there shoes and be the character. It was like when I was in Mexico and I saw a very small budget Mexican film, no subtitles. It is an escape…A journey…it opens your mind and makes you see what the director was trying to create.

I have decided I need to gain “me” back. I have been so lost in the world of home decor and working. I have lost myself. I know I have mentioned this in the past but what the fuck happened to me. The girl whose whole life was art, movies and music. Now I am just fucking boring and normal. Who the fuck wants to be normal. I have been looking at taking a few classes at the Worcester Center for Crafts once more, I have taken one in the past and I loved it. They even offer 1 night classes, something that brings be back. I am drained, tired and bored. What happened to the endless art shows, craft fairs and other forms of media that inspired me, now I am just bored. What happened to hours of mindless doodling. This was where I thought of my best ideas.
I need not just want this back. Once I am all settled into the new home, I need to dedicate time to me….improving any talents I once had. Fuck housework….fuck bills and fuck having two jobs. It all drains the life out of me. It is not me …………… But who is it?