Cutez hair I have today
well need to make sure my hair is 100% of who I am , going to talk to the admissions people at Rob Roy in Worcester tonight. Part of me is like “Hell Ya I want to go to school and do this” and part of me is like “Shit my life will fall apart” But from what Neil says it will be just fine.
See there is this thing about me…I love total control on what I can have control on. I like the house to be in order all the time, I like my relationships to have the time and energy they need to thrive and grow and I need to stick to a schedule all while relaxing on a Monday night. So the thought of going back to school Mon- Thur from 5:30 until 9:30 does scare me, but then again at the end of all this I will have another skill to make myself marketable and I can then be the creative gal that I am .
Tried to explain this to Neil last night and I am sure he thinks I am crazy that the major worries that I have abotu going back to school is my very clean house will be messy. I swear if I start coming home to dirty floors and dirty dishes I will not be a nice gal.
I finally feel like my life is where it needs to be and anything that messes that up will throw me over the boat.
But I will chat with them tonight and go from there.
Back to work my break is over….