The future shines thru the clouds

Vicadins seem to help my headaches. I take them once a day to curb yet another onset of head pain.
Monday again, always fucking Monday. Happy it is already noon and I feel like the day is going at a decent pace.
Contemplating a walk at lunch time, so I ate my tomato sandwich that I packed, wow the tomatos from the rents garden are damn good. With some light bread and a tad of Mayo makes it perfect. Made it to the gym this morning as planned. Neil and I started this routine and we seem to do alright getting up at 5am to get to the gym at 5:25 and home by 6:20 so Neil can get ready for work and out the door in time for me to get in the shower. Works out ok after a venti iced Americano I am 100%. Today though it is gloomy, rainy and cold. Did the 10am mile walk alone because Jen thinks she is to busy, we are all busy at this time. The new year, new season makes it for interesting issues.
So not sure how this came about, oh wait last week I just for ideas looked at what we can afford in this area if we decided to look for a house/condo here for a year or two then sell it when time to move to Arizona. Neil is looking hopefully for work closer to home, because the commute sucks and if I start school in Worcester then we would both have it made. So we are going to look found a few condos/ restores in the 150k range and then a loft we both like for 180k range. We will spend some time over the next month to look at some places, figure out finances and so on.
I would be the happiest girl in the world if we bought a place, btu we will see. Just looking to see if this is something we want to do or if we want to go straight to Arizona.. If Neil can find work closer to central mass and I stay where I am at, then it would be perfect.
funny we have so many dreams and we know we will make them happen…