Well just got home around 7:30am….Gurrrrr I will need a nap later…Went down to Connecticut last night because I was bringing my sister to the airport this morning…Yes went all the way down to her and then to Providence…So already drove like 125 miles this morning…
Anywho…we were just going to go grab a couple drinks and then go back to the house not to late…..Well that was the idea…Or the intention
So we went to Coopers…were we had a few drinks and some App’s All the while we had to ward off two men very much in there 40′s trying to get us to go with them to the Courthouse….They thought they were charming and going to get somewhere by being persistant….Then Jen sees her friend Bill…so we play pool with Bill and his goofy friend…I get teamed up with the goofy friend…alsready feeling good I miss every damn shot until the 8 ball and I win the game for us…I made the money shot…Then about 15 guys I went to high school with come in…flirting with Jen cause everyone thinks Jen is a hotty…It seemed weird cause they are not use to seeing me and it has been years since I have seen most of them…Also I believe there is something in the drinking water cause every guy between 24 and 30 seems to have a receeding hair line….So anyways after two starnge boys from Mass try to save us from the 40 something creeps we decide that we are leaving…Well we left without paying,,,OPPS……so then we figure we have money to go drink some more with….
So the second portion of the night we end up at 85 Main for a couple martinis and for me some more Gin and Tonics….So again more people that I went to school with all teachers in the area now…everyone I friggen know are teachers…Then Bill and his cute motorcross friend show up and we all move to a table…chatting it up and getting drinks paid for we decide at 1:30 that it is probley time to head home….Jen puts her number in the cute motorcross boys phone and I put mine in Bills…Mistake number one…he kept texting me…Drunk texting should never be allowed…lol
get back to her place and I text mr clyde and then he calls….I was on the damn phone for 45 minutes so needless to say I got to sleep at 2:30 and then woke up at 5…..Drove and now I am home…Gurr I have to go to Framingham State at 10am ….maybe go like I am with the same updo that I have from last night…reaking of cigarette smoke and alchol……
so the night left me lonely and wanting to have someone to come home to…Seems I was miss popularity last night……But already had plans….
Not really sure what I want I don’t want someone around all the time…Just when I want them around so I know things don’t work like that so maybe taking a total break from even dating would be good for me…I think I have dated more then enough in 7 or 8 months then I needed to….Stupid me didn’t think that “Clyde” would read my blog and he brought up my damn blog about my feelings being hurt…..Oh well what can I say…..Not much just quickly change the subject and hope that during a drunk conversation that it is forgotten…. Sucks the coolest person u meet in awhile is not avaible either…or doesn’t want to be…..Who else can you scream NOFX songs with on a drunk ride home….not many people…
Anywho I am signing off for now….Get ready go to the school and then come back…Babysitting my sisters pooch until tomorrow….Should be fun to be responable for something other then myself….lol
Archive for September, 2005
I think with work being such a pain in the ass for the month of September…I am in need of alot of quality time alone….Alone alone alone…I keep canceling plans with everyone and staying lowkey…
Weekends is the time I want to see people…and go out and have fun…But I am getting tired of most people in general….I am sad latly and it is so unlike me…Since I decided that I was going to cut down on meeting lots of boys I feel like I have alot of time on my hands…and alot more time to think..
I promised myself after my messy breakup many a months ago that this was going to be the year for me…To improve and work on me again..Seems I put alot on hold for way to long and also waited forsomeone that was never going to come around…Promises were made…only to be broken…So I contacted a couple schools today..I still think Framingham state would be the best bet for me…It is a state school so low tuition and they have a pretty good Fashion Design program…..And I could always transfer…..
I just need to do for me…..but would be great to have someone along for the ride….The ride of life could be fun…
I am so busy keeping up with my blog on MYSPACE that I forget all about this one…This one is a stand along product so I have to figure out how to sell it….Anyways Today being Labour Day and I have done nothing that fun this weekend..I counsuled my brother and caught up with my old friend Scotty who I can’t wait to see…I miss him and always have…
I figure everyone has that one person that left that inprint on you and you never forget them…I am so glad that he found me…I am so glad that once again he will be part of my life…He was always sweet and always a good friend….
Scary how life can just pass you by and you think nothing of the hundreds maybe even thousands of people that have come in and out of your life…The ones that leave that imprint or the ones you quickly forget…
Even guys I have dated…I mean it was funny Scotty asked if I had seen this kid Kenny….and I figured the last time I saw him was when scotty made me feel bad for him and sleep with him…I was very very drunk and very much only 18….Then I never talked to him again because he wanted to be my boyfriend and I wasn’t having such a thing…But funny how I never thought of him til his name came up today !
So maybe I need to reflect on people who have made a difference…and make sure those are the people I never loss touch with……
Wow A Very Happy Moment
So I was cleaning my house and the closet from hell the other day and started looking thru old pictures…I found this one of me and one of the greatest guys I ever knew…Scotty B…Well I set the pic on my desk and swore I would at some point find him…He was a very good friend of mine when I was 18/19…This crazy Haitian dude that I got “stuck” with one night when my dear friend at the time wanted to get some from her man at Nichols College….
He was a big dude…and the warmest , friendlist and most awesome person I could have ever got stuck with….We chatted till 2 in the morning and crashed…Soon he became the reason I would go visit there…Many a nights he and I would crash on his twin sized bed toegther and nothing ever happened….We were great friends and I was with someone in the Navy at the time..Someone I would bitch to Scotty about over and over again….And he being the great friend he was always listened…I remember going there and having to sleep in another guys room because Scotty had a girl at the time…It killed me that he had a girl…but did I ever say anything…Nope….
Well soon I moved to Providence and our contact dwindled and I lost touch with him….But I have never stopped thinking about the greatest dude I ever meet….and the good times we had….
Well this morning I go into my email and I see the name Scotty Bernadeau I was like no way ……
And I read and started to cry…It was him and the way he wrote this email was just crazy….Not sure if it was me or not he had seen an posting on CL…It was me…and he was like once we were great friends and I miss you and such and I was writing him back before I even finished reading the email…..
I was meant to find that picture the other day…..
Wow that was great…..I can’t wait to see him…..
