More to Life

There has to be more than this…..
The morning commute to work…..the herding effect….I have a hard time with this..I alwasy thought there would be more than this..Looking at fellow commuters…the same people you see every day. Lonely, sad…Wanting to escape from the daily hum dumb of life…I swear there will be more than this for me..I swear I will not do this for the rest of my life…for another 40 working years..My biggest dream is to be an island gal..Own a cute litte group of bungalows or a shop in a slighty touristy area on some island were the acceptable dress code is a skirt and flip flops…Where I can just live a more relaxing life..I was not meant for this life…The life of the Company girl……Corporate america was never for me….I do well but only because I am perfectionist…..There just has to be more….More to life. It only depresses me to think that this could be my life…I so could see myself working as a park ranger in an island park…..or being a hiking guide in the Andes…..Something more rewarding….I have never dreamt of the white picket fence or the 2.5 children…..I do someday want to be married but only to someone like me….like to travel and escape and we can become Expats together…traveling and making a living at something we love….Getting away….I crave something new…something great and I will not fell complete until that happens…I dream of being a Nomad in Mongolia…or a tea shop owner on the Island of Tahiti…..
Just has to be more…than a car payment and rent paying…More than bills that show no need in my life…I crave something more simple then this…